Jupiter Island

from by Hawk From a Handsaw

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Let it mean whatever you want it to mean.


I don't know what to do anymore
And that's what's messing me up the most
One more street sign till home
Or at least what they told me was home

I just wanted to be something beautiful
More than I wanted to be alive
So I thought it tragically pretty to die
But I'm too scared of nothing
So I'm too scared to try

And so many people promised to never leave my side
And they did
I feel so weak, and stupid
And worthless, and useless

'Cause I don't know how to be by myself
I can't get out of bed but I can never ask for help
I'm already who I said I'd never be

And no one wants to deal with me
I'm fucking on my knees

Eating isn't an option
I've been dead for a whole damn week
Eating is being alive again
I'm not ready

I just wanted to be something beautiful
One more street sign till home


from What You Didn't Say, released February 2, 2014



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Hawk From a Handsaw Frederick, Maryland

Hawk From a Handsaw is made up of four kids from Maryland who sometimes play tunes. We want to make you think about death and get sad and stuff.

James Galdamez // Bass
Hannah Birdsall // Vocals
Alexa Johnson // Guitar
Cole Johnson // Drums
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